From submission of design to crit to submission of portfolio, journals and reflection essay....


ITS ALL OVER, FINALLY.

In a way, 2 of my modules in this sem is cleared. cleared unknowingly.

I think I did not do up to expectation for the crit. I cannot believe that after all the presentations I have done in the years of my education, I actually got so nervous during the crit that I said the wrong architect for the wrong house.

DUMB DUMB.

And I kept saying 45 deg instead of the 30-60 deg I drew, until the panel asked me is it really 45deg for 2 times then I say NO! ITS 30-60. and then they reminded me that I kept saying 45deg!? I seriously have no idea what I was talking about during the crit.

Dumb DUMB DUMB.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!


I hope I wont get barely a C, coz C is nothing but a PASS! I'll have to retake the module if I get anything below C. NO WAY.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

this is worrying sia....

the no. of drop outs in aki is increasing every wk. scccccccccccccarrrrry!!

I don wanna drop aki!

I think even getting a B- is demoralising. but looks better than C.

I really think that other people have much better designs than me! I need a BREAK THROUGH! I NEED TO FIND MY STYLE! I NEED TO STAND OUT!!

Qingling said that I have ultra low self esteem and ultra high inferior complexity.

Maybe all I need is a lil' more confidence.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

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I have an essay final draft due today and I have yet to work on it. I don have the energy to get cracking! URGH. Submission for the essay is on 24th Nov. What rubbish right. Its so near my exams! I hate it I hate it I hate it!!!

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I have so much to study for my remaining 3 papers! crazy.

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I feel like Im having school holiday now hahaha! I just wanna take a looooooooooooooooong brk! I wanna go shoppppppppping, go watch mooooooovie, go overseeeeeeeeeeeeas, go anywhere do anything! I don mind just slacking my time away doing NOTHING. I just wan a gd long rest!

I wannnnnnn a brrreeeeaaaakkkkkkkkk!!!

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im gg nuts.