June 16, 2005 @10:33 PM
I was reading the pathetic 38 testimonials I had in my Friendster account then I realised how much some things had changed.
I miss the ex 30/04. I miss our super slack and go-at-ur-own-pace timetable; I miss them calling me Miss Hun Luan; I miss every moment I spent with them.
I miss my old friends. I miss Gina, bumble, Ivan n Qilun. I miss the times they comfort me when I was down; the times we havoc in Karaoke, the times we always used "我很有想法的".
I miss Jasmin. We havent meet up for a long time. It didnt occur to me that we are that close when we were in the same sec sch, not until we meet up during our first yr in college. True friends are there for u always, b happy for you when u achieved ur goal. I really felt happy for her during the SYF earlier this year. Girl, how have you been?
I miss my former sec4 classmates, esp Cailin. I missed sitting beside her and all the nonsense we had. I wont forget how blur the 2 of us can be and how we needed Elyn n Pamela to unsolved those stupid "mysteries" we created on our own. We can practically joke sth out of nothing. Ah... I miss those times....
I miss my old self. "cute", "bubbly" and "cheerful" were the adjectives used by my friends in their testimonials for me. However as I read further to those newer ones, Gosh. The words "fierce" and "stern" took over. What had happened to me?! Am I possessed or what!!!
Although all these can only be fond memories kept at the back of my head, I have to move on with my life. Fortunately, I have Kudamono giving me energy and joy to spice up my super-ultra-duper-cmi-tabuleh tahan-sickenning JC life! (Heh, I nv missed u guys out k! Ay how can i miss u all when i can see u all most of the time! Just a statement to satisfy u fruities la! Muahahaha!)