I've got no idea why im feeling low now. Logically, I shdnt even have the time to feel low. Its not as if i have nth better to do when tutorials and tests are never ending. I stress again, N-E-V-E-R. While on the other hand, i should have long got used to it, so it shdnt be the reason why im feeling this way now. Could it be the heat rashes on my face thats playing ard with my emotion? Or am I really that worried about tml's FM(B) lesson in the first period? I wonder if Im really so so so numb to her talkings that I actually fear it even more, yet without knowing it. That'll be serious, boy. In Chinese, we say, 最高境界.

I did my tutorials on my own and I did all of them ahead of what is needed in every lesson but I just dont seem to score for any tests. Exam jitters? I dunno. I've nv experience this in the past 10 yrs of my education.

After reading Sze May's recent entry about encouragement from friends, I cant agree more with her. She spelled out all that I felt...