One day, a girl wanted to blog badly after her FM test. She needed an avenue to rant, scream n shout. Then she went to the school library. After her 4th attempt, she was then given the chance to go online. (PS. Please upgrade the computers in the school library!) Then, happily with a honey wheat biscuit in one hand and the other preparing to start typing, "Blogger is experiencing some unexpected problems" greeted her on the screen.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! And so she kept everything to herself till she met Mr Encouragement. He told her that it is normal to be able to do everything in the tutorials but not the test and there were examples of people who ace their As after getting Fs in the 2 yrs.

She was kind of cheered up and felt hopeful initially. However after a few seconds, she thought that example by Mr Encouragement might just, or rather, most likely, apply to 1 in 800. And with a probability of nearly 1, she is not going to be the lucky 1 in 800. She felt so demoralised and tears began to well up her panda eyes.

"No way am i going to cry over such trivial matter," she thot to herself. A "trivial matter", bcoz it is not sth new to her. She had learned to grow stronger with each failure. So strong that it is becoming numb. Not a gd sign, she knows. Therefore she is trying her very best, this term round, to resist the numbness, to get close to success and to stay happier.



Yet i think she is going to explode sooner or later.

ka.. Ka.. KA...KABOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

*b4 her last breath* "I dont want to fail... not again.. no.. .. .. "