I have to admit that i dread going for guitar practices (i still (have to) go though). Something is wrong somewhere. Yes, it must be the lonliness i felt. Not a single friend? Not really. A clique where i belong? Definitely No. Why so anti-social? coz i simply cant click with most of them.

Its either Hi-Byes or some crappy stuffs with zero contents. If we talk(not crap) for more than 10min, it would most probably be the agenda for the next meeting.

Oh come on, another 6 weeks to SYF. BUCK UP! You did it 2 years ago! U know how it feels to get a GOLD award! You are supposed to set a gd example! Now what are u talking about?! You are definitely under performing!

But for all you know, SYF is not the end. What about annual concert due a month after SYF and the June camp whereby the camp commander is no one else but me? Everything has to get started simultaneously... NOW.